I'm changing

Well as always I'm going through one of my phases again..
Now it seems that the thing I hate the most has to become my biggest focus.. my crappy retail job..
It has now gotten to the point where it threatens to take photography out of the picture completely...Now I'm not going to let that happen! it will be hard work but for the love of me it wont happen! Until something new comes along I've lost one of my key times for prepping and shooting Saturdays.. blah, so while the search continues for a new job, I've closed down all of my photography accounts except this blog and my viewbook portfolio.. The goal is to concentrate on these two avenues and do a story every week to post here..
For those who I had on my mayhem account I hope you continues to follow me on here, didn't mean to just up and leave. I've met some of my best friends, first models and many inspirational people through that site.I hope you keep in touch and follow on this here blog ;0.
Main focuses as of now on my end is to keep photography going, after all that's what landed me in this city, and it's what I want to do. I have no hope of ever making it big in the field.. heck or else I'd be in some place like LA or NY.. I'll just be happy from I get to continue doing it.
I'm at a point where I feel I can finally push my photographs further.. stay tuned , it's going to be a bump ride , fun but bumpy :)